Tuesday, June 19, 2007
girlfriends outing was a blast!i had as much fun as they had and i one more of it please!=))
on the other hand,
i guess,i dun have any mood to blog nowadays.
why?
too much things on my mind and one of those is this one person who i assume is throwing away our friendship right into bin.
well,to type it all out maybe it will just be bore to all u people.
i dont know what im thinking and what i intend to do with this mess.
i said my piece and i want to make things right but seems like its not working for that person.
i guess that person might be reading this and i hope that this person really know how much this friendship means to me.
yeah it hurt deep shit to have this kind of feelings!
im stuck!get it people?stuck btw a friendship and a relationship.
whick i think somehow someway,these people just aint happy to see me happy!
And at the end of the day,someone need to sacrifice.
and i guess its gonna be me.
and i hope i won regret the choice i am going to make.
to that person-maybe,being a girl make me more emotional than u do.being a girl somehow make me treasure friendship more than u do.and maybe being a girl always make me think how things are going to work out.this feelings suck and not talking to u suck even more.please understand my situation and i hope we could have a understanding on this matter.
and hotstuff.i think he will read my blog one day.
i just want him to know that i want him to be with me all the time and be more open with my choice of friends.
i dont want to get too mushy here but i wanted to let him know that i need both my friends and him.
and yeah i hope that person know how much my hotstuff meant to me!
Yeah!im sick and tire of all this.i want u people to simply understand my situation.
and if u people dont wish to see me happy and always in a fucked up situation like this,fine.im a girl who will always make mistakes and i hope u people could help me learn from it.and if this is suppose to be some kind of a retribution for me.
then i accept it.
enough said.im done.
out!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
