sometimes i wonder...
what my relationship is all about..
i know there's definitely the ups n downs in relationship.
there are obstacles that i have to go through.
from this very moment,i dare say,i've gone through alot of obstacles.
be it bearable or unbearable.
i pull it through.
i took all the fights as a challenge.
either to make me more stronger or for the sake of my relationship.
but one thing im not sure..
is it worth it??
IM JUST SO FUCKING TIRED.
after the countless fights n countless arguments for the past one n half year.
its just not bringing us anywhere further.
it only show how different we can get sometimes.
i fucking hate myself for this.
i need him n i want him but its just that our personality clash so badly that over small thing,we could get into a very violent arguments.
im trying my best now.
u left me with no choice but to ignore.
sorry.
since u wanted to show me how big u are tomorrow.
im ready baby.=(
