Monday, January 15, 2007
it was hell this week.
i really shed a lot of tears!
but i guess things are born to happen n i believe what happen always have its reasons.
i hope i can be strong n pull through this.
fought with bf for like every single day.
im not happy with him n he was not happy with me.
why?
friends.........
it really set me thinking how big can a problem be when it comes to friendship..
like palin's situation.it concerns friendship everywhere with everyone.
similarly,in my situation which involves a big group.
there will definitely be understanding and all.
seeing my bf changing tremendously,really worries the hell out of me!
n to shake off all the worries i blame others when actually im suppose to wake up n realise my own mistakes.
but instead i chose to blame a friend of his n make things a whole lot more complicated than it already had been.
is it assumption the mother of all fuck up or is it friendship,the root of all evil?
this things are bothering me too much!
whenever i talk about this with my bf,i would be the one ending up with tears.
which sometimes,kinda pissed him off totally.
but...
to summarise all up,
things are bck to normal.
i've apologise and only god knows how thoughtful i may get sometimes!hahahah!
n i learnt a lesson:never blame others for ur own mistakes,that will only make u a complete failure!damn!
and i know mr DEAREST BF will be reading this.
so i want u to know,that i'll do anything to make u happy.
n im willing to do this cause i know its my fault too.
haizz..lets just try aite to compromise n understand.
slowly but surely,we can overcome our weaknesses okay dear!
and and and,school have been great!
i kinda love school!
some lesson were draggy but some lesson were awesome.
n today,i've make an achievement!
i actually answer a POA question correctly when the top student in my class cant answer it.
im proud of myself!
lets hope school will be doubly awesome when 'n' level is coming where i doubt it will!
=))
lets just try.
no harm trying doesnt it??
so ok then,i end my entry with this,
i miss my galfrens.
happy tree gerls and sya-sya!
meet up soon babies??
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
it was hell this week.