• cousin's wedding,busy plus super tired!
• bf out of town for four freaking days,just laze around,having my own time without him.
• went karaoke-ing with family.
• AND OF COURSE!ENDLESS FIGHTS WITH BF!

My Ambition

whenever my primary school language teacher give out this title as a homework,the first thought that came into my mine is,

being an air-stewardess.

but as i grew up,i tend to switch focus.rather than wanting to be an air-stewardess,i told myself i want to be a model,a teacher n etc.i was growing n of course it was just an ambition.

i still remember there was this time when im suppose to write a compo on what do i wanna be when i grow up n why.

"i want to be a stewardess that works on the plane and fly around the world.why i want to be a stewardess is because,my parents have never been on a plane.if only i work as a stewardess,i can bring my parents fly around the world."

of course there's alot more to it but this is what im trying to emphasize.

i was inside the car just now heading home with my 1st n 2nd brother plus sister in law n niecey,they were just talking about the roads n stuff wen suddenly,they started talking about my sis who's now finding a suitable job n yah,she too wanted to join SIA.my brother had told her abt the criteria and stuff that he get to know from his friend.so,i just sit n listen to their conversation.they are saying that they are not too confident if my sis cud be accepted n bla bla when my 2nd brother say this.

"try ar dik!takde sepupu-sepupu kite yang jadi stewardess kn,make us proud!"(give it a try lil sis,none of our cousins are stewardess,make us proud.)

and they keep saying that i can be one!(khekhekehkhe!)if only i study hard from now,and live the dream the could never achieve.

the moment i heard that,my level of confidence just went up n i tell myself,why not?why not i achieve something that they really think i can?why not i do something that they really want me to and at the same time doing something that i really want?why not i make them proud?why not making my family happy,when they are my pillar of strength for 15 years of living.

From today,i'll just stick to one ambition and work hard to achieve it.(or maybe not)n that is being...

AN AIR-STEWARDESS!