Thursday, December 21, 2006
for the past 16 month,i've been happy.
i've been through up n down with this guy.
i've been through hell
and also been through the good times as a couple.
i put up with him,he put up with me.
i sleep over his place when there's a need n he does the same.
we spend almost evryday togeder holding hand,hugging kissing n more.
he show me the care n concern when im sick.
he accompany me from teban all the way to woodlands to get my cheque early in the morning even when he was farking sleepy.
my parent like him.
my siblings like him n find him nice.
my cousin n aunties/uncles know me being with him.
My break-up were affecting this people for the past few days.
i knew my mom was feeling it too.
but she din tell me in a proper way.
i knew my mom like him in one way or another.
my sis were greatly affected by it.
this break-up was the toughest for me to handle.
was the worst break up of all.
he left me all alone with no choice n ask me to pick up all the pieces by myself.
when he's out there contacting other girls having fun going to chalets n all.
with the most painful reason of,"the feelings weren't there,and it cant be force.''
i beg him for three days with countless tears streaming down my cheek.
but still,he said it was not the rite time.
torn n shattered,i move along thinking we will get back togeder one fine day.
but now i decided,to move on n let him be my past.
hope retribution will falls on him n whatever that goes aroound will cums bck to him.
furthermore,he's now with someone that i used to argue with because of him.
n that makes me a complete loser.
haish!
i just hope dis Break up has a meaning behind it.
hope i'll be a better person n also a stronger gerl n move on.
it hurts.
its painful.
i give my all.
love him like no others,
yet,
dis is wat i got.
In the end,
family is the one tt will alwaes be there for u.
that lift u up when u're down. 
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
for the past 16 month,i've been happy.