Friday, November 10, 2006
- 1 and half hour of maths lesson was just a bore yesterday.
but i did learn someting.
- headed home with no other plans in mind as bf was having soccer match yesterday.so,all by myself,i went home sweet home.
- Suddenly remembered that today,is my 2nd brother's birthday.so i plan to surprise him.told my sis abt it.and when my sis-in-law came bck,she had the same plan.it was an advance birthday thingy for him.
so,while my sis n sis-in-law go n bought the cake n all the stuff,i called bf n ask him to come over n join us.so,i went down to fetch him.we laze arnd for a while.i didnt know that by the time i went up,my 2nd brother was home!so,the surprise din work because of me!hahahaha!they called me a party pooper?or watever it is.
it was fun.all my siblings were there.+bf.
hehehe!
today,i juz have no idea where to go.i don't know whether to go jalan raye wif classmates or juz go out.go get my stuff and all.
if bf argue less today,i would be happy n follow wherever he wanted to go.
but one argument leads to another.
i just don understand him nowadays.
spending too much time with friends,he never did complain.
he never went home despite his mother scolding him n warn him not to do it again.
but now,when he was with me,
spending the time wif me juz sleeping over at my place(with my parent consent of course!)just didnt work for him.
why??
what ever it is.i'll be waiting for his call n see what happen next.
i kinda miss all my happy tree fam gerls.
where are they?
yes!b4 i end,this is for my darling twinny!
you got to be strong n move on.
maybe he's not yours to begin with.
i believe u deserve someone better n plz don't say u're a failure.
u never did fail in anything you do.
u see,i din cry anymore cause i know all this just have to happen n i have to accept it.
so u must too okay syg!
u can count on me.
i'll be there when u need me kay!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
